p.h.y.s.i.c.s.w.h.y.y.o.u.s.h.o.u.l..d.b.e.t.h.i.s.h.a.r.d.?

i'm trying to study physics now.. i already drank 1 cup of nescafe.. but no effect.. i'm still feel sleepy.. shit.. i seem to not understand anything about physics!!! arr.. shouldn't it be so easy.. huhuu.. babobabobabo.. please10000000x... i want to study physics so badly.. please let me understand this subject.. why i can't do it like everyone else.. so not fair cos i'm the only one who's still blank2 about this subject in class.. malu oooo.. like a babo i feel alone in the class.. somebody!!!

please help me in physics!!! really, really need your help badly right now.. arrrhhggggggggg!!!!!!!!

i'm going crazy.. tired of waiting to understand this...

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