B2ST's Raining of Fiesta..LUCKY me! WTF?!

hello there.

it's me again.

haha~

these day i've been feeding to watch all those top and hilite perfs of the year

not to mention that most of my fav kpop idol were in it

felt so much blessed

heaven!!

haha~

there were sbs gayo festival 2days ago

and yesterday was kbs song festival

i couldn't wish for more..

as long as there are fav idol in it

haha~

i was so excited i think until it appeared in my kkum!

LOL~

i know..

LAME!

but hey~

as long as i'm happy and it didn't affect people around me a heart attack then it's OK what?!

ok the story goes like this..

i dont really remember what the intro or the theme was but i did remember the hilite of it very clearly and emphasizely

i was standing there in front of a stall at my former high school since it was recess time

fulled with students that were fighting to buy foods

i was enjoying my grapes in front of the amoi stall then suddenly b2st appeared of nowhere and standing next to me..

hmm..

to make thing even weirdo and blurer for me that to the fact that i knew these guys actually

and we are close friends AGAIN~

and i was feeding DUJUN grapes!!

WTF?

i know!

i was shocked myself and almost choked by the grape seed upon realizing that matter

and he did the same too

surrounded by b2st members what else can be better than this?

TOP?

well maybe~

but he didn't showing himself around yet..

haha~

so silly me..

well immaturity keeps me more silly

duh~

that's all i can remember..

kkekkeke~

[drooling]

till then

peace out!

p/s: today is the last day of 2010 ottoke?

better packing quickly

and don't forget your revolution for 2011..

semangat harus ada!

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Xmas..xmas..Xmas

hohoho!!

hello there.

it's me again.

it's been 5days i didn't on9.

felt something is missing when i was there.

but for a while.

the journey which took almost 3hrs got us to our lovely little humble deserted village.

immediately we unpacked our stuffs.

prepared for dinner.

want to escape this part coz nothing's special and boring.

but i'm proudly saying that i did took off the chicken's feathers for the first time..

huhuhu..

it took almost forever to actually finished the chickens

now i understand the feeling of the chicken cutter

the whole process was hard..

and i smell like chicken that day..

2nd day..

it was xmas eve..

busied preparing for dinner once again..

and getting ready for xmas count down and mass..

xmass!!!

went to visit some relatives houses..

it was great..

meeting them for such a long time..

nobody does it like us did!

went to bed earlier..

around 12am?

well that was considered early since usually i don't sleep during this kind of ocassion

kkekke~

suppose to be many gimmick or maybe entertaiments on that night like years ago..

but this year none!

don't know where they go..

the xmas spirit in me was gone..

3rd day..

xmas!!

kicked off the morning with the xmas mass..

then we had lunch at the ruai..

tradition!

a must do thing on xmas time!

after that we ccan go ngabang as we please..

get drunk, lose your mind, fooling yourself, laugh at others when they are drunk or whatever u want to call it

for me i just spent the time looking at people behaviours during xmas..

so many stories~

quite entertaining..

people weren't many like it used to be..

less and less people and making the celebration a little bit dull..

we don't go ngabang this year..

no gang..

it just don't feel the same..

we used to be good friends and hang out..

but things are changing..

people do change

some are not..'still the same..

haha!

what was i thinkin?

what did i do?

babo me~

with that kid!

that kid still the same..i think

don't know what actually that kid was thinking..

and i dont know why i still behave like that whenever blablabla..

should just stop the nonsense!

it just get us nowhere!

what are actually we want from each other?

nevertheless..

i was so shocked and quite dissapointed with few of them..

hearing news like that, seeing things like that..

err..so fast..

too soon i cant even catch up with..

well, i couldn't wish for xmas like those years..

i'm not 10,11,12,13,14,15,16,17,18 anymore..

and i missed my 19th xmas because of school..

i had to register 26th dec so i had no choice but to bid farewell to xmas..

huhuu~

well we are all grown up now..

things are not the same anymore whether we like it or not..

miss the old days so much..

i wish i could turn back the time..

enough regetting!

it'll get u nowhere silly!

just wish for the future xmas to be great and enjoyable!!

the next day~

26th..

pretty much nothing interesting..

helped some relatives with their ceremony..

then went the night seeing my little cousins playing firework..

watching people "dancing" to poco2..

well it's been fun laughing at their funny moments silly mistakes they made..

today..27th..

just got back home..

bought my ticket already..

counting the days before return to land of mind agonisation..

that rip out my youthful days..

haha!!

nonsense!!

i go there to study what u expect?

hihohu~

later on when i'm feeling free or in the mood i'll upload some xmas photos..

and maybe my aim for 2011!!

till then~

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Yoseob@wannabe?

hi there.

this is a fast entry.

i'll going back to my lovely village any moment.

just waiting for the car.

fast talk,

when were the last time u had the happy, excited, whatever that make u happy dream?

well, last night yoseob appeared in my dreamt.

or maybe the wannabe i found hanging around the campus.

sometimes it was yoseob then suddenly it was the wannabe.

well they do look alike what..

haha~

he was kinda my close friend in that dream..

even the rest of B2ST members were there too.

yay~

why don't junhyung?

hohoo~

i woke up smiling that i wished it was real..

haha!

able to hang out with them.

then try to continue the dream by snozzing again..

but i can't..

my mom been nagging since the morning trying to wake us all up and get ready..

aigo~

haha!

well, merry xmas everyone~!

wanna celebrate the xmas with a rock and roll..

till then enjoy your holiday as well

peace out~

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문이 닫히면 teaser - Dujun & Dongwoon

[DOOJOON] Jamsi namah naehgae bitchuljoon naegae

keutirado noomul dawin boiegi siluhsuh

[DOOJOON] nuh~

[DONGWOON] (nuhaegae utum jieumeo)

[DOOJOON] Komapdago haengbokhan choouk naega mandeuluh josuh

[DONGWOON] (uhsaekhan misoro bitchoomeo)

[DOOJOON] nul ireokae bonaejiman

[DOOJOON] ee mooni datchimeon

nae mosupie sarajimeon

harureul nunmoolmol salgaejiman

nuhwaeh choouk ddaemoonae honjanamah

haengbokeul duh baragae

[DONGWOON] Nah jikeum ee sonreul nohchimeon

eejae ddo utull ill upgaejiman

dareun sarameh poomehsuh

wootgo iteul nul bomeon nan wootsuhbolgae

[DOOJOON] Gu saramkwaeh gildun inyeoneh kkuteh

suhsuh gidarigo itdun naran gul arahjwo

[DONGWOON] jamsi rado geu saram saengkakie naldae

[DOOJOON] geudae boda utgae hal null yaksokhae bojiman

[DONGWOON] nuh~

[DOOJOON] nuhaegae nunmul boimyon

[DONGWOON] himdeuldako keu saram geoteh

eebul man namgeol jutuh

[DOOJOON] Mungmani mido japueumeon

[DONGWOON] nun irokae buhtjajiman

[DOOJOON] ee mooni datchimeon

nae mosupie sarajimeon

harureul nunmoolmol salgaejiman

nuhwaeh choouk ddaemoonae honjanamah

haengbokeul duh baragae

[DONGWOON] Nah jikeum ee sonreul nohchimeon

eejae ddo utull ill upgaejiman

dareun sarameh poomehsuh

wootgo iteul nul bomeon nan wootsuhbolgae

[DOOJOON] maeumi yakhaejutsuh

dashi nul japki jeonae

[DONGWOON] nunmol hulrill

nal boji angae

[DOOJOON & DONGWOON] dora bojimalgoga

[DOOJOON] ee mooni datchimeon

nae mosupie sarajimeon

harureul nunmoolmol salgaejiman

nuhwaeh choouk ddaemoonae honjanamah

haengbokeul duh baragae

[DONGWOON] Nah jikeum ee sonreul nohchimeon

eejae ddo utull ill upgaejiman

dareun sarameh poomehsuh

wootgo iteul nul bomeon nan wootsuhbolgae

[DOOJOON] ee mooni datchimeon

~ this is probably my current favourite song.. huhu~

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happy belated birthday, nong!

it's me again pep!

just want to share something we did last night.

we were celebrating my birthday even though it already passed 3 days ago.

it actually a event welcoming my uncle and his family from KL.

as u can see at above pic..

that's him!

then my two cousins and ANNE my sister.

they are celebrating christmas this year with us at kampung.

so sayang that my aunt couldn't come this year.

it's barely and hard to actually gather everyone to stay under one roof for christmas.

well, we all are busy with our lives.

but with this kinda event we should take advantage of it to be together coz we don't see each other quite often as we please right?

furthermore, oko would be very please to see all of her children and grandchildren at the same time.

the house will be so noisy and busy haha~

anyway go back to the main event..

i don't considered it as a bday party rather than a dinner.

kinda old to be celebrated.

hahaha~

till then fella~

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miss the old me?

helo there.

this me again.

want to story bout a dream of mine last nite.

it's pretty weirdo one.

i was back at my former highschool.

with my former classmates.

i was pretty sure that was the first day at school.

when i suddenly realized that i wasn't bringing any books.

LOL!

so i decided to get home as soon as possible before the class begins.

so i asked permission from my homeclass teacher and he said yes~

as i was walking home, there was a prefect i guess looked at me with a fierce face.

i tried to ignore her but then she said stop! don't walk out of school.

i said i already asked permission.

she wasn't so pleased.

so i ran.

she was chasing me.

then suddenly from nowhere appeared so many prefect trying to stop me.

WTF!!

i just want to go home to take my books thats all.

hell if there such a rule saying that u cant walk out of school even with a reason and they will chase u to stop u.

wah~

felt so real.

i woke up because of the fear of getting caught by them.

don't wanna know what it's going to be like when they got me.

i'm thinking electric chair..

huhuu~

till then fella!!

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GUESS

halo.

ctiffany is here.

it's been 3 days after my 20th birthday.

what do i feel?

how do i feel?

nothing!

not to mention i celebrated it alone.

well not really celebrated it.

i was home alone.

almost a week now.

where's the other?

no need to ask.

i don't feel like to answer.

really..

being a 20 years old mean nothing to me.

inside, i'm still a kid.

never mature..

i guess.

never really believe myself that i'm old now!!

i passed the teen years.

steppin into 20' not really what i had in mind

gosh!!

please be reasonable.

you're not peterpan

you are normal person who is getting older day by day

by every minute and every second.

but why i don't feel like that?

i can't believe i'm 20!

chinca!!

aigo~

never know when i'll change and act like an adult.

tic toc!

clock is ticking~

you're not gonna be young forever.

wake up and be one!

arrrgh....

really..

this is killin me..

well not really killin me.

just a ".."

chongmal himdeuro~

i don't even know who i am?!

not that i don't know what's my name or how old i am..

it's just that..

i don't know what i want..

~i'm a future blurer~

afraid of growing up..

actually i think i'm afraid to be an adult..

because being an adult you actually throw away your life completely..

can't do this. can't do that.

people will say act like your age.

WTF

commitment

responsibility

so on and so on

creepy~

but i guess age is just a number..

as long as you feel young at heart no matter how visible your wrinkles are that's all that matters!

till then..

peace out

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_a sudden poet of me_

love is a stupid thing

love is really something

then why i'm feeling loveless?

it's because you're afraid to be loved..

nonsense!

love only breaks us and tears the heart

love unites two hearts and makes it a whole

do you love your mom?

she does love me

i miss somebody

who could it be?

at the end of the day

you are the only one who's get hurt

to me, you are..

sorry, my gift is late

you always bad at timing

i wish i could be as special as u are to me

stupid, how can u be so special

then, stop being a burden to me

my heart near to stop today

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~lomo - lomo~

aiit~

i've a new thing in mind.. i want it real bad.. i know, i know i'm not a good photo's taker.. still amature and wonder when i'll be a pro.. geez..

impossible i think..

it's art and i'm studying engineering..

don't know maybe this is another of my instant likey-stuff then i'll feel bored and find something else as my current interest.. hoho~

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nothing last forever

one day

.

.

she walked to the cafe

.

.

there, she met a guy..

not your ordinary guy tho

he was sitting there

.

.

joking around

.

.

~~

.

.

she'd seen him around but she wat dono

but that day

on that particularly day

changed her viewed about the guy

she saw him

her eyes were glued at him

he was trying to open the coca-cola 'mouth'

he managed to destroy it successfully

he then smiling..

=)

laughing..

=p

HAHAHAA~

on that very moment, she realized that she had 'something' toward the guy

she and the guy became friend

slowly the 'something' fading away

as she was told that it was only a feeling of hot crush

years later

they still keep in touch

despite their busy lives

then suddenly

one day

she found out that he was gone

FOREVER

she was so sad

T_T

but she realized that nothing last forever in this world

she accepted it as everyone else

tho she felt bad that the 'something' she had before

he will never know

forever ever kept in silence

~RIP~

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Which side? Left or Right?

okay.. regarding to my entry u might wonder aite? hehe..

it's none other than THE BRAIN!

which part of my brain is working extra harder or the dominant..?

i thought mine was RIGHT since i am a LEFT-HANDED person

but guessed what?

i've just found out that it's not a MUST for u to be a RIGHT-BRAINDED person just because u are LEFT-HANDED fella~

toink!!! ~o.O~

i did my own researched asap and as quick as the light cewah~

i'd answered some quizes i've found randomly

and u know what..

WHAT??!

i don't know which side is really mine..

huh~.. sigh

because i'd got both..

well, at this one quiz i got left but then the other quiz i got right and then the other one said i am left again.. other, other one said right.. huh?? again? which one is true??

LEFT or RIGHT??

aigo~

i'm going crazy but not really..

i think maybe i answered it without any thoughts..

i just clicked whatsoever i think the answer..

in another word i don't really paid much attention to really, really read the Qs and not that sincered enough..

hmm..what to do la.. sometimes my answer is not listed ma.. so i have "hentam saja la labu" answer..

okay, at this very right moment i have one more quiz to answer..

what time it is now?

aaa.. it's 12:25AM..

k..

i'll do it properly, read the Qs carefully, answer them truthfully..

later i'll inform the final answer..

it's been a tie so far

LEFT 2: RIGHT 2

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current status

i am currently updating my blog.. modifying it also.. still lacking in many things but i'll try to make it interesting by time to time, just hang in there fella~

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_pieces of me_

another day is here

and i'm living it up with a continuing stories that still on and on

though not so dramatize like the telenovelas

though not so bloody like action blockbusters

though not so suspense like thriller movies

though not so scary like scary movie i mean horror films

though not so funny like comedy flicks

though not so sweet like korean dramas

though not that tragic like epic movies

far beyond magic like fantasy stories

not even close to a low budget shortfilms

not that inspired-like based on true story films

just an ordinary yet one of a kind

truly a masterpiece

and

an uncopyrightable story of

~MINE~

there's no A-list celebrities in it

not even movie stars

hell no for actor of the year to appear on it

out of space if teen idols make cameo

no stuntmans

no

just

only

these people

you

her

him

them

it

unidentified objects

whether life or dead

they are/were ordinary people although few of them are not(?)

who're willing unconciously to be apart of my

memories,

experiences,

LIFE

without failing to appear and create story lines together with me each and everyday of our lives

so cheap

coz they are do it for FREE

hehe

thanks for being (fill in the blank) in my walks of life

or

memory of lane

whatever u call it

i don't give a damn..

llalalala~

-peace out-

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12122010

olla~

woke up around 9am

showered up

light breakfast

then hit the hustle and hectic city of mine

wander around

decided to get a new haircut

my mom, lil'sis and me..

kinda family event for today

NEW HAIRCUT EVERYONE!!

geez..

above pic is me and anne..

looked totally different

completed makeover

huge changed i did

from

long, curly haired

to

short, straight hair

for almost 2 years i kept my hair long

now i've been defeated by a strong temptation called saloon

futhermore i cannot stand my long hair before

it was so much work

as a student i've a lot things to do

my schedule are packed

i can't even have time to pamper myself

plus with the curly i didn't even have the time to put mousse on

and i've to wash my hair everyday

and its takes hours to get dry

even worse my hair kept falling

i never comb my hair

can u believe that?

so

there u have it

new hair for u ungrateful person

haha

short

straight

easy

managable

fixable

effortless

what else?

i got my hair done so i'm very happy

excited

overwhelmed

hahaA~

i'm loving it

peace out!

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_nong's picked_

"The Last Goodbye"

Ain't no headlights on the road tonight
Everybody here is sleeping tight
Ain't nobody gonna find us here
We'll disappear
There's a dancer in the arms of love
And he's dancing on the sky above
And the truth is that we'll never know where love will flow

Aim high
Shoot low
(Gotta aim high, shoot low baby)

Ain't no headlights on the road tonight
Ain't nobody here to make it right
Cos we couldn't seem to find a way, for love to stay
If you had another night to give
I would have another night to live
But you're never gonna see me cry the last goodbye

(The last goodbye)

Is it cloudy where you are tonight?
Are the neon lights shining bright?
Are you looking for a place to stay to get away? (can't get away)
And the days are horses down the hill,
Running fast and there's no time to kill
And the truth is that we'll never know where love will flow

Aim high
Shoot low
(Gotta aim high, shoot low baby)

Ain't no headlights on the road tonight
Ain't nobody here to make it right
Cos we couldn't seem to find a way, for love to stay
If you had another night to give
I would have another night to live
But you're never gonna see me cry the last goodbye

(The last goodbye)

If I could do it over
I'd do it all again (again)
And if I got one more chance I wouldn't change a thing

Aim high
Shoot low
(Aim high, shoot low baby)

Ain't no headlights on the road tonight (tonight)
Ain't nobody here to make it right (make it right)
Cos we couldn't seem to find a way, for love to stay
If you had another night to give
I would have another night to live (night to live)
But you're never gonna see me cry the last goodbye

Ain't no headlights on the road tonight
Ain't nobody here to make it right (make it right)
Cos we couldn't seem to find a way, for love to stay (...stay)
If you had another night to give (night to give)
I would have another night to live (night to live)
But you're never gonna see me cry the last goodbye

by ATOMIC KITTEN

my preview: nice song, nice melody, nice voices.. overall NICE!! hehee..

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_ A little news called interesting . . . _

okay here i go again..

i am currently working on something..

Not that important but enough to make my head spinning harder and hurting more and more thess few more days before go back to campus..

What am i working on? u might wonder. . . or not~

well i'll tell u anyway..

it is a small project of mine called smashshaped kpops' songs and mvs..

or better known as parody and misheard..

u know holiday, so many days sitting and doing nothing..

talking about REAl HOLIDAY u guys..

absolutely fooling around, goofy and lazying..

my brain is rusting i'm telling u..

not really enjoyed wacthing TV and even hardly to turn on the radio..

not to mention cellphone..

i barely touched it these days..

just playing games and surfing the net..

thanks to my GREAT OBSSESSION to kpop..

and i'll never run out of news every seconds always has something new..

huhuu..

my first baby was MISHEARD OF BADGIRL MV BY B2ST.. i already shown it to few of my friends.. i've tried uploading it on youtube but couldn't.. maybe i try again later, soon.. i received a pretty good responds from them after seen the mv.. huhuu.. felt that my work has been paid out.. hohoo.. it's a booster to push me more in the making of more great parody and misheard, hopefully.. i do it for free wat.. haha.. spending times at least get my brain to work and get rid of those rusters..

it's been past 1AM.. i think i should've ending this now.. ciao.. peace out~

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_wHaT's The BuzZ_

okay pep~

i don't really know what is my motif for this post actually

just go with the flow i guess

well i edited some pics i've got via the internet

so i want to share it

eye candy gitu lor..

huhu

i love pretty, beautiful,cute,unique,rare style kinda fashion

sometimes when it is a so IN during that period i would avoid it

since i don't to look the same with everyone else

i am more to mix and match my own style..

well maybe i would wear the current trend but with a little twist in it..

pendek citer mo different than other la..

stand out in my own way..

no need for me to appeal beautiful or pretty or cute or elegant

enough with an interesting style

not to mention i want to be so out there

or what so ever

but hey!!

we should wear what we feel comfortable with

maybe one step ahead or maybe one step behind of everyone

who cares?!

i wear what i think

i wear what i feel

i wear what i want

i wear what i call beautiful

what is beautiful?

it's undefined word

very subjective

every person has her/his own ways to describe the word

it isn't about u trying to look fine

it isn't about u trying to put so much make up

it isn't about u trying to wear expensive clothes

it is about who u want to be

for me beauty is confident

said it, wear it, show it..

peace out~

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10122010

jeng jeng jeng..

checked my result this morning.. ok lar.. achieved my target mo dapat 3.00 and above.. so that's make my GPA 2.8.. i've to do better this upcoming semester if i want to get overall 3.++ minimum 3.5.. haha.. i've got extra 4 semesters to go to achive this goal.. aja2 fighting!!

overall i was feeling a bit ok lar with my result.. B-?? better la with C right? well i admitted it's all my fault to not studied very well that time.. i could've done my organic better la.. and public? i should have chosen kesat instead.. free2 got A ba.. anyway, done with regretting.. what's done is done!! must face the future and keep moving..

next sem, i promised i'll work harder and smarter than before..

1. NO MORE ESCAPE CLASSES
2. NO MORE LATE (maybe sometimes.. can't help it..)
3. TAKE QUIZES AND TESTS SERIOUSLY
4. STUDY HARDER AND SMARTER
5. REVISE MORE AND MORE
6. ASK ON THE SPOT ANY DOUBTS IN MIND
7. NO SLEEPY SLEEPY HEAD IN CLASS
8. NO MENGUPAT2 LECS
9. FINISH ANY ASSIGMENTS AND TUTORIALS ON TIME
10. SERIOUS ARR??!!

These is the things i would try to change and improve more next sem. hopefully i can manage to do it well. AD here i come.. hahaha~~

peace out! v~o.O~v

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[UPDATED!!]

yess.. i'm back after weeks of offline!! geez!! actually i find it not that hard to live without internet.. well on several occasion like my addiction for KPOP, it's killing me to be outdated.. it's all happened because of the incident that caused my bband to malfunction.. but hey, i got it fixed now.. thanks to my daring action after woke up i couldn't think of anything else even if it's means breaks my bband.. hehehee.. i could have fixed it earlier but i was so afraid that it'll be broken.. huhuuhu.. now i'm back in action salute to that.. hahah

just save my college slip and tomorrow is a big day!!!!!!!!!! result for sem2 is about to coming out!! yah, i just cannot imagine what mine is going to be.. hopefully i get 3.00++.. really, really, really hoping for that.. hmm, keeping fingers cross.. about to find out anytime soon..

peace out!!

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