X tau nak watpa..

okay.. rite now it's 6:40pm.. i just bored at this very time and i don't know what to do.. so i decided why don't go watch videos of Kevin Wu in Youtube.com. i went to his channel which is JumbaFund's Channel and watched la.. huhuu.. rite now i'm watching his "sushi's boats and X-men origins (Ep 1) video..

camna sy dapat tau pasal beliau nie? huhuu.. tiba2 tukar language pulak.. biasa lah broken BI.. nak buat camna kan.. well, balik pada main point!! actually one day tu sy besa lah check out korean stuff kat youtube.. hehhee.. then, masa tgk list parodies bdk2 uploaded kat utube, sy tertekan lah sorry, sorry super junior parody by mychonny. lawak 2 lawak la.. then, sumtink caught my eyes.. cewah.. rupanya si mychonny ni ada uploaded indoor comedies (according to him..).. mostly pasal asian.. well, of course lah kan menarik perhatian sy.. dah mmg nyata (terang lagi bersuluhkan spotlight) sy nie asian girl.. so sy pun check out lah video dia.. mmg interesting.. absolutely something.. pa benda ku merepek nie?!

sana juga lah sy tau kewujudan kevin through his channel (kevjumba) and ryan (nigahiga).. meka suma nie ntah la x tau camna mo kata.. maybe korg x paham.. p sy x paksa korg tok pham.. korg check out la sendiri.. kalo yg sama otak ngan sy, pham la tu..

all i can say is they are good at what they are doing.. kecik2 suda famous.. u see, si ryan tu awarded the most subscribed in youtube.. comedian pun dia ambil.. mostly ryan ni ska wat sketsa ngan kwn2 dia.. kalo si kevin plak ska exposed rutin harian dia.. cth cam masa dia ambil exam SAT dlu & time dia msuk U.. skang dia raise fund using his channel which i found very good for him to use that kind of opportunity to help ppl in need.. cayalah! he's one of the most subscribed channel in youtube too.. kalo mychonny plak.. sama lah.. huhuu.. dia pun one of the most subscribed too.. mychonny ni suka wat parodies sal korean.. suju, G-dragon & TOP Bigbang penah jadi mangsa dia.. adoiya! the interested part of all was meka 3 nie sebaya sy.. & they are asian yg duduk kat tempat omputih.. so their native tongue is english, of course.. sy ble paham pa cabaran meka harungi kat sana.. tau la kan.. asian!! that's why most of their videos bout asian things.. kalo x pham gak, buat2 pham la..

nyway, i'm not racist!! ingat tu.. huh!! it's just.. i don't know why other ppl think differently bout asian ppl.. kita sama apa.. tinggal kat bumi juga ba.. bukan nya kami ni datang dari marikh or something.. huh.. :( meka datang tmpat kita, bukan men lagi kita layan meka bgus2.. kalo kita pegi tmpat meka? wat derk jak.. well, x suma lah.. p norma nya gitu.. kla.. ku mo pegi mamam ni.. chaow!!

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Stand still, look pretty

I want to paint my face

and pretend that I am someone else

Sometimes I get so fed up

I don't even wanna look at myself

But people have problems that are worse than mine

I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time

And I hate the way you look at me I have to say

I wish I could start over

(Chorus;)

I am slowly falling apart

I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start

And you might think its easy being me

You just stand still, look pretty

Sometimes I find myself shaking

in the middle of the night

And then it hits me and I can't

even believe this is my life

But people have problems that are worse than mine

I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time

And I wish that everyone would go and shut their mouth

I'm not strong enough to deal with it

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nie lagu dari THE WRECKERS.. si MICHELLE BRANCH punya grup ba.. love the lyric.. cam perli sy jak certain2 part dy 2.. p btul apa kan.. huhuu.. jan la ba kurg fikir sy nie bdk emo ka apa.. sy x emo okay!! sy normal.. i'm just a simple girl in this complex world..

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Apa2 jak la..

yeah.. baru mo tgk2 blog nie.. syok fb ba kan.. FBHOLIC suda sy cni.. bkn apa.. syok men games ba.. GAMEHOLIC to be exactly.. kalo ada salah ayat BI tu paham2 la.. sy dapat band 3 jak pun MUET.. lantak.. hmm.. brapa ari jak lagi nie.. harap2 ku dapat.. ya tuhan.. sy mohon agar doa sy dimakbulkan.. AMEN!!

huhuu.. sy nie bkn la devoted christian.. sy pun byk buat salah ba.. cam bila kwn sy ajak gie kuar, sy tipu dy yg sy kena cuci tandas.. sedangkan sy lagi rilek2 tgk tV.. cian kwn sy tue.. ^_^.. but sy percaya yg DIA sediakan rencana yg terbaik untuk sy.. bukan nak kata yg sy give up life and redha dgn apa jak yg akan berlaku.. bukan juga nak kata yg sy nak lawan takdir or hate everything that's happening to me.. tu namanya tak bersyukur.. walaupun ada la skit.. anyway.. yg ptut sy buat ialah waiting and accept what's going to happen but work it out to be better.. cth.. ya, cam sy x dpt 1st intake universiti kan.. sy x fikir "damn!! this is the end of the world for me.." instead of cursing myself for not study harder dulu and blaming other for it (walau xda kna mgena..) sy cool jak.. outside la.. inside, only GOD know.. apa2 pon.. mgkin 2 bkn rencana tuhan for me.. he must got something in store for me.. fine.. ku tggu.. dgn sabarnya.. sampai skrg.. mybe 2nd intake nie rezeki sy..

not only me yg berharap dpt 2nd intake nie.. ada beribu2 lagi yg sm nasib cam sy.. bila fikir betapa lucky nya sy.. kurang la skit emo mode.. ya la ba kan.. ko sana bkn men lagi kata idup ko 2 suck la.. wateva la.. p ko tak tau yg bdk2 kat Afghanistan sana lagi suffer dr ko.. insaf & grateful la yg ko lahir kat MALAYSIA yg aman damai nie.. makan, bkn setakat cukup.. terlebih cukup suda.. tiap2 mgu pegi KFC na.. org kat Afrika sana mo brapa kali ikat perut.. puasa sepanjang tahun tu.. cian meka.. apa yg sy merepek nie?? apa2 jak la..

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EYE'S CANDY!!

Barisan jejaka hallyu yg sempat aku ter-scan kat net tadi..

• FT ISLAND
• Choi Siwon ( Super Junior )
• So Jiseob

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Yup! he's back!!

cooler than he'd ever be..

it's raining heavily in here..

wakaka!! can't wait to watch the movie..

NINJA ASSASSIN

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SUPERHERO

i am watching SKY HIGH at TV3 right now.. the intro already got me LOL!! The hero in this story, Will Stronghold ada ka patut kata dia ada small problem regardless of his superhero parents.. i thought apalah kunun small problem nya.. rupanya angkat berat brapa kilo tu pun x dapat.. well, no offense here but for a son of a superhero parents, i mean PARENTS with the S meaning more than 1 person right? it shouldn't be a problem for him to have a power.. kalau cam kita2 nie.. diam2 jak la.. hahaa.. tapi besa la kan citer.. mula2 jak lemah.. lama2 nanti jadi hero la dia 2.. okay lah.. ku mau fokus tengok nie citer.. recommended for people who are bored like me.. happy watching and good night.. sweet dream.. hopefully when i wake up tomorrow, i'll have a special power.. yeah.. A SUPERHERO!!

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more and more of PURPLE CRAZZZZEE!

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Let's take a break!

macam iklan nichkhun tu.. huhuu.. let's take a break.. yarr.. kiut lagi tu muka khunnie dlm iklan tu.. hahaa.. cambest jak pegi thai.. duhal dekat jak ngan tmpat ku.. sempadan lagi tu.. 2x5 gak ngan Malaysia gak Thailand tu.. perggh!! neway, ku nak story sal pic nie.. chantekk!! purple.. converse.. and cool sneaker.. o.0

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Prince Charming - NOT!!

ku nak story sal mimpi ku tadi pagi.. ada ka patut Prince William and his whole family ble muncul wat cameo dlm mimpi ku tu.. and the scariest part of all was i killed him!! ku ter-killed prince william.. pastu bermula hidup ku sebagai perlarian dalam castle durg.. ku pon x taw camna ku ble ended up living in that castle.. kalik ku menantu durg.. hahaa.. mmg scary giler la.. ku lari2 dari durg.. durg men kejar2 aku.. sampai tempat ku hiding pon, durg taw nie.. klimaks citer ku ialah part ku lari2 menuju balkoni then ada satu helikopter ni tggu aku.. ku jumped la.. cam dalam citer aksi2 kat TV tu.. p malang x berbau, heli tu meletup!! p yang peliknya ku x plak mati.. then suddenly ku bangun la dari tido yang lena + mimpi yang ntah apa2 ntah.. adoiya!!

ku still wondering apasal dalam byk2 org kat dunia nie, prince william yg jauh kat LONDON tu yg masuk dlm mimpi ku.. nak kata ku fikir sal dia b4 sleep, x jugak.. in fact, ku xnya fan baginda.. uina.. sori to say.. neway.. ku try update ku pnya blog nie ngan perkara2 yg bagi ku menarik and yg plg pnting sal aku.. ku duli pa korg pikir.. hahaa.. ^^

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5:23 PM

now ku lagi surf ni net..pa lagi kan..xkan men congkak kot..hahaa..making fun of myself..ku stay kat umah slama bis matrik..hmm..nasib ku x bek cam the rest of my geng2 ba..hopefully application ni kali ku dapat..mun sik..sik ku taw gik..kalik terjun dari ground floor..

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