huhuu.. sy nie bkn la devoted christian.. sy pun byk buat salah ba.. cam bila kwn sy ajak gie kuar, sy tipu dy yg sy kena cuci tandas.. sedangkan sy lagi rilek2 tgk tV.. cian kwn sy tue.. ^_^.. but sy percaya yg DIA sediakan rencana yg terbaik untuk sy.. bukan nak kata yg sy give up life and redha dgn apa jak yg akan berlaku.. bukan juga nak kata yg sy nak lawan takdir or hate everything that's happening to me.. tu namanya tak bersyukur.. walaupun ada la skit.. anyway.. yg ptut sy buat ialah waiting and accept what's going to happen but work it out to be better.. cth.. ya, cam sy x dpt 1st intake universiti kan.. sy x fikir "damn!! this is the end of the world for me.." instead of cursing myself for not study harder dulu and blaming other for it (walau xda kna mgena..) sy cool jak.. outside la.. inside, only GOD know.. apa2 pon.. mgkin 2 bkn rencana tuhan for me.. he must got something in store for me.. fine.. ku tggu.. dgn sabarnya.. sampai skrg.. mybe 2nd intake nie rezeki sy..
not only me yg berharap dpt 2nd intake nie.. ada beribu2 lagi yg sm nasib cam sy.. bila fikir betapa lucky nya sy.. kurang la skit emo mode.. ya la ba kan.. ko sana bkn men lagi kata idup ko 2 suck la.. wateva la.. p ko tak tau yg bdk2 kat Afghanistan sana lagi suffer dr ko.. insaf & grateful la yg ko lahir kat MALAYSIA yg aman damai nie.. makan, bkn setakat cukup.. terlebih cukup suda.. tiap2 mgu pegi KFC na.. org kat Afrika sana mo brapa kali ikat perut.. puasa sepanjang tahun tu.. cian meka.. apa yg sy merepek nie?? apa2 jak la..
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