huhuu.. today is sunday.. tomorrow is monday..
this morning tadi pegi church.. stella maris.. missa bahasa iban.. 50-50 saya tumpukan perhatian.. so many obstacles, challenges and difficulties.. but to show how much i love GOD, i had to overcome it.. at last i'd made it.. hahaa!!
what kind of difficulties i'd to face??
first of all.. it was a mass in iban's language.. all my life i'd attended malay's masses.. meep!! oopss! no *meep*.. plus i don't really understand the language.. well, out of 10, i think i'd scored 5.. i'm not that bad in iban.. i grew up in multi languages communities.. so, i can understand almost all languages.. not angkat bakul here!! some of my uncles, aunties, friends, neighbors, and teachers are ibanese.. also, i don't have the iban's mass book.. how come i could follow and focus with my praying?? *hmm..*
second, the church was too crowded.. plus, there was a kid in front of us crying during the mass.. so distracted.. cannot focused at all.. last2 then the father brought his child out of the church.. *malanglish* thank god..
third but not last.. the church was hot but not too hot.. not that kind of 'hot'!! *meep* and the songs.. *sigh* well, i'm not complaining here.. (oh yeah?) but when was the last time i heard the most energetic songs in church instead of St. Francis Xavier?? none!! i missed the loud and spirit's lifted songs that those SMKB's students used to sing..
anyway.. tomorrow is monday.. yeah, i'd mentioned it before.. WTF.. okay, tomorrow will determine my future and the rest of my life.. gosh!! i sounded like it is a huge thing.. well, it is!! the result for UITM's second intake!! hopefully i make it!! i really, really, really wanted this.. i'd became a 'bayat' for too long now.. i can't sit here and doing nothing anymore.. ooooo.. *.*.. pray for the best and prepare for the worse.. i REALLY hope i make it!! hwaiting!!
-nong-
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